I'm a loner;

That statement is SO true. Lately I've been attempting to take a step back and choose what's truly important to me. As a SAHM I'd really love some time with friends. Lately I've been going out of my way to hang out with a certain person. I offered to let her stay here when she has no place to stay. She took that offer and had me getting ready until the day before she was suppose to arrive. She then tells me she's staying else where. She continues to invite me over and when I say I'm heading over she says she's not at home but her car is sitting in front of her apartment. I'm so tired of being blown off! 

Along with fake friends my photographer decided to pick up another client for homecoming. This wouldn't be such a big deal but her husband is the same rank as Chance and the photographer seems to think that one of the boys will elect to stay behind so pictures can be done. Both of these men have been away from their wives and kids for 8.5 months. They want to see their families not choose to stay behind.  I cancelled with her and come to find out the other girl ended up canceling her as well. That's what you get for being unprofessional.

I just want to sit here eating ice cream and crying. I'm in such a horrid mood! I feel like people are always blowing me off and that no one can be a true friend. My husband will always be my best friend but sometimes having girl time would be awesome. I never really had good friends in Florida I could truly count on. Everyone seemed to come and go. I've came to the conclusion that it must be me not them.