Today marks a month down in our deployment. I hate admitting it but it has taking me this long to accept it and I'm still not there. It's way different to have a baby here waiting for daddy. I'm very thankful though. Chance has ported four times this month so we have skyped numerous times. They're all so bitter sweet. I love seeing his face but it sure makes me miss him.
B isn't to sure what to think. I'm not really sure he knew who daddy really was. I know he knew daddy but I'm not sure how much. Chance was away for quite sometime when B was little. I can't wait for them to see each other again though. I'm so excited for Chance to be able to see what a great little guy B has became. He's wonderful in every way.
I think now that deployment has started my blog is going to take a different turn. I'll probably be focusing more on deployment and mommy things rather then just ramblings with life. I hope my followers will continue to support me through all of this.
I know how you feel. It's so hard to accept the fact that he's deployed. Every time I spoke to my husband while he was deployed I kept saying "your almost home, there's only like two more months right". He would always correct me and say "no babe, we have longer then that" lol. I really had it in my head that he was coming home soon!
ReplyDeleteThats how I feel!!! We still have seven months or more (not break OPSEC, the Navy already released the expectant return month) and it feels like so much has went by but really it hasn't. It just part of life though!
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