Weak?

I have been questioning myself quite a bit these past two nights. My husband and I have been discussing moving B to his own room. He's only two months old but with him sleeping 8 hours straight through the night I think it's time.

Last night was a bit rough. I fed him downstairs and jostled him back to sleep by the time I made it up the stairs. I rocked him to sleep twice. He would not sleep in his crib without screaming!!! Being my weak mommy self I brought him back to his cradle in our room.

Tonight I planned things a little better. I came upstairs and fed him in his room. He rocked him a bit afterwords just to make sure he was good and knocked out. By the time I made it to the bathroom and back he had already spit his paci and and was grunting and looking everywhere. I felt horrible for him but stuck his paci back in his mouth and headed to my room. A few minutes later he's grunting again so I come back to see spit up everywhere and his paci out again! I cleaned him up and stuck his paci back.

Where am I at right now you ask? Rocking silently in his room making sure he is good and fast asleep.

I feel oh so weak. I'm scared to move my baby out of my room though. He's slept literally two feet from me since day one and now he's a good 4 yards across the hall. I know I have a solid reason to be worried but I just feel so weak.