Oh the worries;

So I must say that life has once again gotten stressful. I wish I had this blogging thing down but sadly I just havent gotten it yet. Finally done with the 5 summer classes i elected to take. I remember in highschool when summer was care free and full of fun in the sun. I can honestly say I havent been in the sun much at all... And I live in Florida; sad really. I think that working my ass off will pay off. I'll be graduating a whole term early, I say this proudly but it really doesn't matter. I can't start nursing school until August so that is 6 months or more that I'll go with no schooling. Motivation to get back is going to be hard. Although I made the time off sound horrible I actually look forward to it. It'll give me a chance to step back and evaluate things and it'll give Mr.Copeland and myself time to get on our feet. I'm going to consider it a period of situation. I've been to Norfolk but I know I'll need time to get a job, learn the city, meet new friends, and get use to life in the military. I'm confident I'll do all of this just fine.

Not only has school been a nuisance so has work. 18 kids 5 days a week isn't exactly what you would call a dream job even is you love children. Don't get my wrong, I love my job at times... It just gets stressful with all the parents and bosses along with tending to the kids and learning each of their tendencies. That's the gift with the job though, learning what each kid is all about. All 18 of them stand for something different and they have different habits that come out in them. Working with them every day gives you a sense of being a parent. You know what they like to eat, how they react to testy situations, and how long they will nap. My job is great but nerve wrecking.

I have been getting out lately though. I've really needed it for a while. I coup myself up and have little fun. I thank the girls for getting me out and allowing all these memories to happen. They've all became great friends within a month and I've worked with all of them for a year without even getting to know them.

I guess you can say I'm blessed. I might complain about it but I have a steady job that I like, I have a supportive family that is always there, I'm way ahead in schooling and doing great even with my massive work load, I've got some good friends who are here no matter what, I have an amazing boyfriend who cheers me on and always listens on good days and bad, and most of all I have faith in myself. I have the strength to juggle all of this and stay sane. I'm one lucky woman.