I'm about to rant. As the title states my husband is half way done with deployment. We are overjoyed that our Daddy will be home soon. He's been gone sometimes around four months (I'm trying not to dwell on the time) and they've have been anything but easy.
I'm not going to complain about deployment here. The deployment has gone swimmingly. It's going by super fast and we've been terrific. We've been communicating amazingly and doing what we can to get a little Daddy & B time. However, living at home is horrid. If you've moved out of your parents house do not go back. It's like a giant slap in the face. I took off work today to distress a bit only to wish I was at work. It's way to stressful to be home. It's not little B, he is so amazing. It's just my parents.
Not only am I stressing over living situations, I'm stressing over B's passport. We ended up canceling the trip we were needing it for but it's been a rough time with it. I've sent documents they have requested three times and still got denied. If I knew Chance being gone would cause this much problem with getting a passport we would have done it before he left.
Since everything has been adding up, I've decided that maybe heading back to Virginia is the right thing for us. It puts paying off my car on hold but it's well worth the time I'll have with B. of course this will mean quitting the job I've came to love and leaving the friends I have made but it's worth it in my mind. I'm starting to look at houses and apartments again and I'm now remembering how much of a pain it is just to find a place to stay.
Sorry for such a stressful post. I feel as I'd I need a warm bath and some hot tea ;)
