I love my life;

Merry Christmas everyone! I know it's a bit late but that's how I roll!

This past week has literally been something else. I've had a bf, fiancé, and now a husband. That's right I am finally Samantha Jo Copeland :)

So excited to hear that last name! There's still a ton of stuff left to change and what not but I'll get around to changing it pretty soon. In about two weeks I'll be in Norfolk with my love again. We'll have our apartment and have our new life started. Got my miniature schnauzer for Christmas :) he's a little doll! But on top of that responsibility I also have my baby on the way. I can not wait to find out what it is so we can start stocking up on things :)

We're proud little parents right now :) life is so amazing.

Life's happening fast;

So on top of everything that has been happening more has began.

Chance took my parents and I out to dinner tonight... Just a normal thing like we always do, but as we went to leave he asked my mom to take a picture of us and ended up dropping to one knee and proposing. So sweet of course.

The diamond in my ring came from his mom then he picked the rest out at Lewis and co. The diamond is 1 ct. And it is gorgeous. It sparkles soooooo much. My wedding band is quite the pretty sight as well.

Now to say that I must go ahead and say chance and I will be wedding soon. More then like in the next week unless he wants to wait for his mom. I need to get my fl DL changed with my last name and get my insurance started so our little one can be looked at by a doctor. No we are not getting married only for a baby... We've talked about it a million times and was waiting for the right time and now seems to be it.

I'm excited but still scared with this baby. I'm young to be a mommy. We'll get through it with a beautiful little angel though.

Turn back time;

Ever felt like you just needed to turn back time and change things that you did.

Yeah I'm feeling like that right now. This baby thing is tough. I'm in the most foul mood most of the time. The only thing I was drawing strength from was how excited Chance had became and I arrive home yesterday to him being less then excited and it carried on into this morning. I know he didn't want this but you don't solely need to blame it on me alone. It isn't only y fault it takes two to tango. He did make me eat more then just toast this morning because the little bean wanted more apparently.

Another upsetting thing is that Saturday he had decided we were getting married to take care of it all, he even went to the extreme of calling my father and asking if he could marry me. We were going to do it before he went back to Norfolk but now it seems like it won't be happening at all. and all he can say is you always get what you want... A baby... A husband... And like I told him I don't even have any of that and won't for a bit and I didn't want a child now. I wanted a fiancé....

Needless to say some moments I wish I hadn't of gotten pregnant. This is a lot to deal with at my age... And without support it only hurts me and makes my days drag on...

2012;

Pretty sure it's going to be ballin.

It all starts off with a move to Norfolk in Jan.

Then comes Mr.Copeland's 23rd .

Then comes my 20th Bday/valentines day.

The Sadie Hawkins day.

Then comes our two year and the sex of our jelly bean.

Summer Olympics.

Our jelly bean will be born<3 hopefully a healthy fat baby :)

Presidential elections.

Home for Christmas and staying through our lonnnng deployment.

Did I mention Mr.Copeland reenlisted to ensure the jelly bean would be taken care of? Proud of my man for stepping up for his family<3

Everyone please pray we make it through our first trimester ok... I want our little jelly bean to be perfect.

Surprise!!!!

Yeah that's what we found out yesterday. We have a surprise... Or an accident in my language.

So I haven't had my "." at all this past cycle. Even on my period pulls in my bc pack there wasn't one. So being curious little me I went ahead and took a pregnancy test yesterday and low and behold I have a surprise. I cried on the phone to Chance... Then all of a sudden he was calling it out gift and was excited. This all changed when I got off work.... He was stressed beyond belief and it just makes me cry.

I am terrified to say the least. I've always wanted a kid but now I'm so scared. Chance will end up having to reenlist to support our little bean and that isn't what he truly wants... That upsets me... I wanted him to follow his dreams. We'll get through it though. I'm excited in my scared times.

We also got approved for our apartment yesterday and sill be getting our address in a week-two weeks. In so excited to be there with my love. And to quit my miserable job.


Anyone know any cute way to tell my parents? They're going to be upset.

Slacking;

I know I know I've been quite the slacker these past few days. Sorry about that life has gotten out of hand.

Well yesterday morning I split coffee all over my console (thank god it didn't get on the carpet or seats!) and it's just pooled so mommy cleaned out my car for me. How do I repay her? By backing into her car with my tow hitch. She went haywire until Mr.Copeland told her to get an estimate and that we would pay her back ASAP. I love that he helps take responsibility for my accidents like they're ours<3 to cute.

Works been a wee bit hectic :( all my babies are coming down with RSV or just leaving with high fevers. It's so miserable.

Took my first final today. Kayla and I prepared for it by eating at waffle house and getting some Starbucks :) we are winners.

The USS Mahan sent Mr.Copeland to get his audio done today (ear check), well thank god they did because now he has asymmetrical hearing loss. He's losing hearing in one ear and the other one is having to do double work. Oddly enough he has the same exact problems with his eyes. He's an old man and he's not even 23!!!! What will I ever do! Lol

He's also a sleepy grump head.

Graduating already! & Christmas;

So Mr.Copeland's present came in the mail today! Well 2/3 of it anyways :) I'm soooo glad because I finally got to actually see it and wrap it! How exciting!

On this note I want to say how much I really want to adopt a child off the angel tree :/ I wish I had enough money to do so but this year it just isn't happening. I'm 100% sure next year I WILL give a less fortunate child a wonderful Christmas.


I bought my cap and gown today! Yeah that's right already a graduate. December 17 I'll have to AA in my hand :) Mr.Copeland has even made it a point to make it home on time to see me receive it. That makes me so happy. It's nice to know that my highschool tassel said 2010 and my college one says 2011 instead of 2012. What a great accomplishment :) I'm very very happy to have gotten the chance to finish up college so quick. I'm ready to get out in the world and get it over with!!!

Still upset about my little car :( and totally not excited to go to class at 7:10 in the AM. Also gotta start on my stocking shopping. I'm so lame!!!